Bas Thoda Sa

 

Today i went to a govt. hospital---->the system was ready like properly ready----> there were lines. Men here. Women there. For half an hour we worked:-) u know i almost felt emotional---sweeT SocieTy though Dead Poets has no comparison!!

but then.....we arrived:)

not all at once, we never do that...so strata-layered...though dw i'm also the lover of sedimentation!

1 Uncle(Chips is so mcdonaldised...isn't it!) leaned forward slightly, dw he was just checking smtng...then aunty(Ben 10 wasn't a best thing;) adjusted and someone behind thought---> bas thoda sa hi to hai!

boom!! line didn't disappear...just evolved...pitty homo (sapiens)2, interesting thing was nobody looked like a rule breaker...everyone looked normal. EduCaTed. TiRed. Hu-Man.

but what i realised is...we aren't impatient people. We are "just in case people".

just in case the system is slow...move ahead.

just in case someone else jumps...we jump.

just in case rules fail...u don't.

but maybe we don't really break rules, we just don't like being the only ones following them:)

and maybe that's the problem...not the system! but the loneliness...Hey! raise ur hand:) Alas! i'm the only 1.

                                                                                               - Tanu ki Kalam se...

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